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Wednesday, May 20, 2009 . 2:56 PM

it doesn't end, does it?

it doesn't stop, does it?

Monday, May 18, 2009 . 5:11 PM

Passanger Seat - Death Cab For Cuitie

I roll the window down
And then begin to breathe in
The darkest country road
And the strong scent of evergreen
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"Do they collide?"
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn't matter.

When you feel embarrassed then I'll be your pride
When you need directions then I'll be the guide
For all time.
For all time.

i doubt anyone knows the reason why i put this lyrics.

Sunday, May 17, 2009 . 12:47 PM

Incomplete - Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete


Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete


I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete


Incomplete

Saturday, May 16, 2009 . 10:17 PM

can i have this one wish?

to be happy inside and out for just one pitiful day?

please. just for a day.

Friday, May 15, 2009 . 9:45 AM

i am trying my best to change but everything around me just reminds me of my past.

i always taking the blame for things i did not commit. i get neglected by the very people whom i'm trying my very best to protect. i hurt myself for stopping another thing from happening. i endure the pain while you guys have fun. i stay in the shadows and only get noticed when needed. i'm always the one caught in the middle of the people i love.

i really dont know what's happening to me. everything that i'm trying to forget is replaying in my mind over and over again. every scene and every detail is just so clear, so clear that it hurts all over again.

Thursday, May 14, 2009 . 1:10 PM

hello to anyone who are bored enough to read my blog. this is how this story begins...

does anyone out there know the feeling of being neglected and rejected by society? does anyone out there know the feeling of being the last one someone think of? does anyone know the pain of bottling everything in and putting a mask on everytime?

nevermind all that. what's the difference between now and the life i lived in my secondary school? it's a total déjà vu all over again. somethings just never change, doesn't it?

my life is so screw up right now. no. it has been screwed up ever since i entered this world.

say whatever you want on my blog. i don't really care right now. i'm trying to shut myself out of this world.

Saturday, May 9, 2009 . 10:54 PM

It has been long since I last posted. I’ve been having repetitive days in school since it started. Floorball trial was crap and the re-trial is this coming Tuesday. Biking trial is this coming Monday. If I can’t get into any one of these 2 IGs, I really do not know what else I can join. Hmmz... Tennis? Archery? Bowling? Maybe. Band? I don’t think so. Ok enough of the stupid IG thing.

In the case of my studies, it has been the same. My attitude towards studies had never changed a bit. I’m still lazy in my work and my RJs are so damn short and UTs are coming soon too. Guess I won’t be studying once again. Same old me. Thomas on the other hand, I think he stills has the same attitude towards studying. Haha. Don’t blame me for that. He has LAN in his classroom everyday after school with me joining him till my incompetent mouse came along. Apart from the new school and the new classmates, I am like living my secondary school life over again.

Ok. I have nothing more to type for this post already. To be continue?