Friday, July 24, 2009 . 12:03 AM
counting down - 5 weeks to go before semester ends.i wish i could find a place in the world where i can truly be alone with my thoughts and leave this world behind me just for a day.
i have always been caught in the middle of everything, from friends to family. the feeling of being caught in the middle isn't good at all. one wrong step to the left or right and you may be hated by either.
my life has always been sitting on the fence. i don't know whether to fall left or to fall right. i know it's not good to be sitting there but that's my only way to satisfy both parties.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 . 4:45 AM
it's 4.45am. long since i slept so 'early'.counting down - 5 to 6 weeks to go before semester ends.
although i'm happy that's my 1st semester in RP is going to end soon but at the same time i don't want it to end so soon. mext semester, different class and new classmates. i will definitely going to miss 1st semester W47C. all the memories we had will not be forgotten.
4 more months to the end of the year. come to think of it, these 10 months since i ended my 'O's has gone in a flash, slacking for 6 months and studying for 4 months. the word 'studying' there does not mean i really studied. for the 4 months of 'studying, i've been doing the same as the 6 months before, slacking. so to be correct, i have been slacking for the past 10 months since after 'O's ended.
'time is an element i can't control.'
Sunday, July 5, 2009 . 1:48 AM
it's 1:50am in the morning.i dont freaking know what's on my mind now. i have no mood to sleep or even to continue using com. i'm caught in the middle, like always.
there's one thing on my mind. that thing is Death. i'm not afraid of it but instead prepared for it. when it's my time to go, i will go. i have no regrets.
'live each day like it's your last.'
Friday, July 3, 2009 . 4:50 PM
today was a total joke. why? this is why...it all started with me reaching school at 730am when my class starts at 830am. by 845am, all my classmates arrive in class with the usual faci cum mentor late for class. he usually comes to class at around 9 so we didn't care much that he wasn't there.
9am. faci still haven't come to class so we started to watch 'drag me to hell' on the projector.
1030am. faci finally came. watched with us finish the movie and then started 'teaching'. he taught us 2 formulas and he said you can leave if you want. at that time it was only 11am. haha. 30mins of 'learning'.
1130am. told sis i meet her at her block cause she wanted to pon class in 1 hour time. after that, followed classmates to south foodcourt, koufu and food heaven to buy food when we are suppose to stay in food heaven because of the h1n1 but we went everywhere anyway.
1215pm. came back from food buying. pack bag and return laptop to IT helpdesk. meet sis below her block at 1230pm. left school soon after that when the rest of the school ended at 330pm.
wish to have more of such days. haha.