Sunday, February 28, 2010 . 3:02 PM
long time since i post.some people know me as a freeloader, a friend, a brother, a senior, a junior and even a stranger. however, who really know who i am inside? inside, i'm a totally different person. whoever i am outside is just a mask to cover who i really am inside.
to show my anger, my sadness and everything about me, i need to hide it from reality before i hurt another person's feelings. however, sometimes reality sees this side of me.
it's difficult to be me, the original me.
Saturday, February 20, 2010 . 3:21 PM
Wake in a sweat againAnother day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
God!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me