Friday, May 15, 2009 . 9:45 AM
i am trying my best to change but everything around me just reminds me of my past.i always taking the blame for things i did not commit. i get neglected by the very people whom i'm trying my very best to protect. i hurt myself for stopping another thing from happening. i endure the pain while you guys have fun. i stay in the shadows and only get noticed when needed. i'm always the one caught in the middle of the people i love.
i really dont know what's happening to me. everything that i'm trying to forget is replaying in my mind over and over again. every scene and every detail is just so clear, so clear that it hurts all over again.